SECOND CLASS CITIZEN
From the place when I was growing up, your genetic played essential role of how the people going to treat you. Unfortunately, being a muggle blooded, all you can get was a second class citizen treatment.
It was planted inside the memory of these second class citizen and nothing much can say. The feeling was like when you passed by a group of aborigines dancing around the fire while some of them were beating drums, they will just stop dancing and threw the drums and everything they can grab at you. The only crime that you did was stepping at their beautiful grass and accidentally looking at them. That feeling was not beautiful.
On that time, what I needed was a good escapism. Good escapism will lead to a good ending and everybody will live happily ever after.
And now, I had the same feeling and searching for a good escapism is not easy.
With lot of prayer, wish me luck 
